If you don’t know me in real life, this will make you bored.
Hi. My name is Lakota and I need to vent.
I’m a runner. Not in the physical sense, but the emotional sense. I’m really independent and insanely busy. So usually, I dedicate my time and effort into dance and school, in that order. I’m also getting a band together again so I can keep my music going. I have just enough time to balance all this, and still make time for my lovely friends that adore me, and I adore them back. I don’t really have much belief in living for someone other than myself, as I don’t trust another soul on this planet, nor do I think anyone could really put up with me. And if I get too close, I just run away. That seems to work.
Until this beautiful wrench got thrown in the spokes of my life bike….
Don’t get me wrong. I’m not angry. I care about 2 people now: myself..and him. It’s as easy as breathing. I’m just taken aback by all of it. One week, I was me in the above paragraph. Next thing I know, I’m perfectly split down the middle.
I also feel crazy, because I feel like I was subconsciously waiting for this. I didn’t know it until it happened. Does that make me insane?
All I know is, I love every single cell in his body and soul. And I can’t even tell him that. But you Tumblr…I’ll tell you.
Let’s see where this goes huh?
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